What i think about Blog?

Hm...recently chat with my ex tutor.
She....sounds so depress o peopleblog about others people in their own blog.
This quite sensitive for many people, yes it iseven for me.
If some1 blog about me all the insultment yea for sure i gonna punch him n slap the lady.
Haha...
OK
Kidding nia...
I am jus kidding,Kenny Liew bo where got so agressive.
See... this situation sometimes can drive sum1 ends up anger n in rage of a person and even break some1 heart of a person.
Well... wad i think of blogging is kina good especially for a guy like me.
WHy?
Hell of course my amo sucks so need to learn from mistake with blogging since i dun write essay as much as past already.
OK...
I'm also a person who like to keep my feelings inside but usually end up telling others
BUT....
if there's no1 to hear u?
If no1 want to hear u?
Wad will u do?
For me...
i dun hide it inside my mind and
i like to share it with people so i always blog so that i can share it and express wad i wan to say out.
I always think my action is right for doing this until i chated with her.
Well...
chatting with her really fun and acknowledging especially when u are asking for advice.
Nice to chat with you, you noe who you r laso i dun need to name ur name.
When we blog sometimes we may intendly or unintendly hurt others but this doesnt really always happend if we blog with care...
but for me la i blog with my joy n mood so i always wrote so many weird weird thing out which some of friends
BE SONG OF it...
Haiz...
Life suppose to be happy why some always want to disrupt the happiness...
May be i understand why?
Like the song of So What by PInk
with lyric HUMAN NATURE...
HUman try to correct every mistake for themself even for others.
Yes...i agree with their action but i dun like it when they try to discourage me to do it again. Example...
When i speak english to sum1, i always end up saying wrong thing so those pro in amo friends of mine always said DUN TALK ENGLISH TO ME LA, u noe how i feel when i heard they say that.
Jeez....
ialways uestion why myselfwhy i have this kind of friend of??
They dun act like a friend....
Haiz....
life is really hard so many people choose to end it and so many choose to stay and struggle for their life...
For me i give this ending guide by my own GOD.
Let God decide for me.
I will always follow his will...
eh... a lot of time i also didnt la
but this,
LIFE i give it to HIM to decide for me...
ok time has come
For now this is me.
I will update morein future about my weird life...
Chaus....

Back to update 1

Well... seems like time the time is now to update

As usual sitting on the chair of the computer room at my semi-uni/ college UCSI kch.

The air conditioner blows very vigorously at here as usual... and...

Haiyo... ANy suggestion for me to do while waiting for my bro mar??

Damn... boring at here...

Study eh... always make excuse to avoid it.

Erm... today's wheather not so good quite cloudy and just rain, pretty windy instead of heavily.

Today's is also my very 1st record that i made myself, eh... not so only me la cus today's lunch with my college pals.

The cost of the lunch so

CHEAP!!!

Why???

Well... u see... we dun go for lunch but we eat at our friend's house, Jac.

Guess the menu?

It's yellowish... and the soups were filled with so many colour....

and the taste of it is quite QQ not bad la for our

chef Li Ying, Sing Yii, Jelly, Lee Yie and so on....

Sry if i dun list somes out cus too many people in and out the kitchen

Hehe...

this is the 2nd time we go out eat to have a very colourful food.

1st time is at R @ S @ M @ S with the many variety colour of chiken rice( ji fan) so sweat when see us eat.

Ok.... can guess wad's the food i ate?

Ok, i noe its stupid but ok la... sometimes play guess guess game also not bad mar...

Here it is the 1 and only Famous fast food of Malaysian...

The mee Maggi!

I know i know... u guys will say chii.... and Wad the?

Why choose this?

Bcus this food save us, the money spenders' ars.

We spent Rm1.50 only.

Seriously the 1st time le...

It's a nice record after since i went out eat with them.

OK... Rm1.50 sound quite unworthy but turn it's not only mee la still got some sausages and the volume of the mee quite a lot. I think they added more bungkus of this in the pot eh...

Nvm... unless i get my stomach full so i am ok wiht it...

Wuhuhu... so happy cus i gonna eat steamboat again 2nite.

Quite sien... actually cus it's been a few week i got steamboat at my house wiht my bro.

Compare to usual us we seldom eat this thing.

Well... the reason i eat this quite often bcus my mom left a lot of this steamboat ingredient at the fridges which is left over Chinese New Year food.

I noe it sounds wacky l.e.f.t o.v.e.r. but it's in the fridge mar... so no worry cus i got put the fresh meat last time stay in my fridges for more then 7/8 months, i think more then this eh...nvm la...

and yes... i seldom touch anything inside the fridges and by the time they come to kch again they complain about us and theyw an to take it( the ingredients) back to kampung so bo pian i have to finished it fast.

I'm doing quite fast already but the ingredient still left quite a lot.

At least tonite will be the last of it.

Hurae!!!!!

No More steamboat for sometimes...

I had ate 3/4 times already in a month of time

so averagely every week got i time eat steamboat le...

so puky!!!

Oh yeah... sry i didnt update my blog these days cus quite bz last time and now i am quite free and sometimes too free.

So very pai se yea...

That's all for this time.

I will try update more often.

Weird

How come my usual friendly classmates just ignore me today ?
Am i expelled ?
Or i am playing childish on them?
is it the new me not good to suit them ?
Hm.........
Changing some1 really hard especially changing some1 totally .
I want to begin with the brand new style n brand new attitude to every1 , i want to be different than usual .
As usual i joke around with them but seems that after since yesterday incident i seem to may been ignore any way , life still need to go on , may be they still cant suit me , actually ia m like this .
When i am concentrate or really get serius of something i get fierce and more concentrate on the stuff i am trying to do . i will do my best of all for it even it really sacrifice a lot .
Man...
life is a disaster having a community of people living arounf really very hard especially we dun really share much command.
may be these days i get too serius to my study but hey... study will never has a bright result if we dun get serius on it , probably for me is like this .
I wish i can have a horizontal mood and attitude so that every1 can noe me as a person .
Hm....
now my only hope is by asking those experience people.
But Who ?
I think i know who is he n she , she is my idol last time dun noe why ?
My extutor , KFC !!!!
And him....
He's a pal of mine who just finished his final , she and he have a regular and balancing life hope ,they can help me . She helps me a lot during this sems , giving me lots of advice and lecture me and tell all those life experience . I think having this type of conversation do really help us all a lot and give us, the youngster the knowledge of the world .
seems like most of my friends are having no problem with it , like i am the only 1 who still underchildish mind . hoipe i get better and way more marvelous than usual ya !
Wu hu .......................................

Again Waiting for my Bro.

This afternoon planning to play badminton at Stapok Badminton Court .
Argh...
sien........
Waiting for my bro really suffer my minds .
Don't know what to do now . Sitting infront of Penny and trying think of something .
Just attent my Pengajian Am class ,
haiz.....
That guy chan ju her again , don't know la .
Haiz,,, and he starts raping again , i try to tahan not to smiles as wide as posibble but i i smile a bit to the computer instead of him cus he's staring me !
Scary....
he seems to be so hardworking to ... Her .
Haiz...
If they really like each others , then go for what for scare for others complainment .
Don't need to care about others la .
This is so called drama love !
I know nothing about this but i had experience so many time this situation for others .
Everytime this thing happend to my surrounding friends .
Omg !
Now , others try to ask her out to lunch with them , a bunch of them but seem like they dun think want to bring ... along but they seem to be dissapearing in front of my sight .
Jeez......
Oh i see the ... they seem to cham siam should go with them cus seems like they dun wan ... along o .
Haiz....
This is what happens when u are a primary target for the unlike 1 in the college/ uni (my college had upgrated to university lo , congrats !)
UCSI ,The University, The experience

Confuse

Am i trying too hard ?
Am i getting bad each day ?
I mean my personality .
I think i talk bad stuff about someone each day .
Just now , Mr.Sim just asked me to photocopied a few copies of our tomorrow's notes .
I don't really understand his words at the beginning , he asked me to photostate the notes for each person in the class tmr early in the morning .
But where got photostated shop opened that early ?
So i asked him the question then he told me to photostate it in the library so i asked who ?
He said me/ any1 lo ok lo but usually i appear to be 1 of the latest person to get into the class .
Hm....................that made me confuse awhile before i know what is the lecturer really want me to .
So while i'm typing this , i'm also studying my chemistry notes and also my brain working to define my lecturer's sentences .
Then finally i got it .
Jeez................................ suddenly i feel like being another kind of person more like brandon hehe........... And brandon seems getting along or understand more since he's kina slow at understand with people's talk especially jokes but now , i'm turing like him ,and he turning to be able to understand my i should say our language .
Is it me getting talk properly and failed to understand normal people's speech/ talk or brandon improving in his understanding skills ?
I think both .
This probably 1 of my lamest post ever so seems like want to end it now to continue my revising ,
so tata .

Hm......................

So high hehe................ don't know why ? Proabably is the cake effect . 2.30pm finished my class and wait for my bro until now . Still i seldom study after class , cus it's tiring.................. so still i study a little bit for awhile for my chemistry about the organic molecule(general) . Finished the 2 pages and packed my stuff to the locker and saw Penny rushing for her loker to reach her laptop's bagpack . She almost forget to take her laptop back when her sister came . Her sister waiting outside while she reaches her laptop . She took it and said.................... penny0511 ?
I's confuse for awhile but then found out that she's trying to tell me about her blog . Ok , i go to comfort my self then walk for the computer and to it , Thks Lord , finally got the chance to sit on the computer room(when i study still have a lot people using) .
HM..........................
People backing and i waiting ................
Not fair , totally not !
Oh.............. just now the chemistryso tired after the lunch probably i ate too much gua......... so during the class i was partially sleeping while listening the lecturer . So the lecturer also swt when lecturing me . But then i got my spirit back again
haha.......................
Why ?
Hm....... Let see.............
i think is the smell of the cake gua hehe...............
Next class was having celebration for Miss Yii who're leaving the college .
They sent some left over cake for us so we took it lo . Haha..................
At 1st , miss tan said eat later , after the class so we ate it after the lecture.............eh....................not quite after cus the hungry beast of L.C. couldn't stand with the seduction of the cake ........................... he kept on complaning about the Kung Bao Chicken Rice that he ate at SCR . So most of us ate the cake only Andrea, John , Michelle(absence) and Miss tan . Hehe...... i try to convinced miss tan to eat it but she seemed afraid of it due to the cake content la . It's chocolate cake , Miss tan said no when i asked her to try it . I said low-fat , she reply really ? Haha................ of course i lied la cus it's chocolate bo.................. The best piece of the cake had been eaten by L.C. and Jelly.
How could they ?????????
I'm so sad..................... haha but i still took the final piece of it cus i'm high !
Haha.................. sorry la , i'm selfish .
Later i will show their pics cus now still waiting for my bro . The computer here cant upload my photos from my hp .
Ge.....................................................
Hope he come soon .

Finished my class......

Yes....... finished my whole class for the week but........ i have to wait for my bro to fetch me so that i can go back !!!! Argh........ he always late and slow . Every day the same still wad to do he's the boss for driving . I am suffering man......... I can see my classmate happily smile to go back , asking why haven go back yet ? geram ................... When will this surfer ends ? Haiz....... Now study lo . Use the time left to study today's BIOLOGY notes . Mr.Alloycious (spell wrong lll) is right about taking the notes for example only but further search for the knowledge through books and internet . But now i lazy la ....... hehe...... now listen music while studying . This way of study is really uncommon for here , but still i see some the did it . But for Penny she , never happen . She thinks i'm odd of doing so , but still i stick the same . haiz.................. Just have a call from my bro but this 1 i think not so good about it , even that i can go away from this college still not going back but some where else . Addionally , i'm studying . I dun like making something partially so siean ar...................

Exhaust+Sien+Kepo

YEs once again 4th september 2008 . The time passes like that i'm again sitting on the cushioned chair staring at the square computer screen . Jason just helped me reload my hp and recover my hp from expiring . Sing Yii and Sin Yin just left when they sit beside me . Don't know why they left suddenly , probably they are having their long conversation about the korean stars again . They had been talking about it since 10.30 am , jeez......... is this some kind of hobby of women ? Probably gua......... Just sent a message to panda(Joshua) about boring stuff . People surround me when they busy surfing internet . So am i but i am different cus i type and they gossiping about their stuff . Life time always be so miserable therefore 365 days and 24 hours prepare to face the difficulty of the life time . Haiz........now Jason , L.C. n Lee Yie just got back from lunch , they walked out of the college to there . U guys should know that my college located at some midder part of nowhere, where no restoren , kopi tiam located near the UCSI COLLEGE so they need walk few minutes to the nearest kopi tiam . Huh....... Lc n Lee Yie discussing about the aqua people while now jason , Lc , Lee Yie and i discussing about the the biology human parts such as tendon , cartilage n ligament . Ligament holds socket of skeleton togeter while tendon holds muscles and bones together . Now i understand n remember the Form 5 chapter already . Aiya recenlty always orget about lots of stuff . probably i am incomplete baby gua hehe ...... creepy . Well... it's true i am borned differently than others and that may cause some affection to my brain even there's not yet provenbut still i feel weird la . haha who know , i am evolving to better or lousier human . haiz...... am i think too much ? i think so . I need a change that can really convert my behavior and mind , let just say a brand new change of mine . i hope it will works for me .

So this afternoon until here only lo ,
till next time i will post more again , tata .

Time````passes````

Now is 2008 September of 3rd . I sit on the soft chair with some wools wrapped on it . The computer room is filled with cold air which make me shiver a lot . The time is 11.59 am just less than 1min to be afternoon . Still , today's wheather seems to be despair me with bright sunny day , it's been raining for sometime . 11.20 am i'm out of the class and doing some maths researh and some unfimiliar term such as discriminate . Don't know when my lazy and scary thought appear in my mind that i'm getting further apart from my subjects . all of it just appear so difficult for me . !st, i have some trouble with my chemistry then the lecturer appears to be having holiday until this Friday . Haiz....... that already upset me a lot but then my maths . Since the starting of unit 2 in maths , i have been having some problem with the understanding of certain topic . HUH...... usually i get along with the formula, question and all sort of equation but his time , i feel i'm not good at maths any more . Is this mean i'm not hardworking enough ? Well....... i think so . Hm...... so damn sad now . Furthermore , my biology exam in unit 1 turned out i get 50 plus marks only . Curses......... i hate my self cant make it right . Ergh...... I think i'm having a lot of stress recently , feel no mood . Probably starts from my lousy skills in maths . Huh................. U know wad , i am terrified of asking peope all sort of stuff , i think that restricts me from learning things .
Dear Lord Help me .
Amen.

From wad i know i am like this all the age i spent , only recent years i dare to speak in public more loudly . I hope i can get more positive in all sorts of way . UNtil then i will be in the best state of all .

:P



Peace...................................ya !

Just help me understand The MAths

discriminant is
number of roots
kind of roots
zero, b² - 4ac = 0
1
real (double)
positive, b² - 4ac > 0

2
real

negative, b² - 4ac < 0
2
complex


Most of us feel fimiliar with it but still more complex calculus doe us to do . Jeez................. U guys/girls understand discriminate in maths ?
Let me teel ya all . It means b^2-4ac !!!!!
Curse the question trouble me ,curse the question get me mad , curse the question made me feel like so good this lousy piece of stuff and curse the question make me feel i am a lousy maths taker . Am i really good at maths ? I don't know ? Argh...................................................
May Jesus Bless .
Amen .

Good afternoon !

Oh yeah so damn happy now cus later no chemistry class ,so i don't need to stay at library until 5 pm again............ Haiz.............. even so but tmr still , it going to be the same as usual

Boring Class ever and also bad news i got from there ......

Haiz.......... Haiz................ Every friday the hatest day ever , why not cus it's Moral class day . The boring class ever man......... i Just got back from holiday n first impression about it is suck . It's hot n boring class , even that day have rain but still we inside there feel damn hot cus huge no. of people gather inside the auditorium room . I also hate today's moral class cus mos of my friens r not there . Most of them ponteng while 2 of them left UCSI n 1 no transport . It turn out to be the most bored class ever i had well........ not really the worse ever but still 1 of the worse . Ge......... i thought only 2 people left UCSI but it turn out to be 3 people when i just knew it from 1 of my friend in my class , he told me when i sit beside him in today's class . Haiz..... upset again i just saw him this monday , so fast he gave up the A-level . Haiz..................... sad la. Wad to do only accept the truth lo .

Bored class ever.........

Just a few more minutes the only , the grace n the best of all Moral Class will starts soon . Ge......... still remember my friend hate it so much put his photo into his blog and insult him huh bcus that teacher alway make his eagle eyes on him . I wish i can stand with this class until the end of it . Time comes , tata ......