Felt alone
lonely&
lonesome
period.
no friend
no family
just too alone
wad really happen?
i really have no idea
Dear Lord please guide me through this dark hours
give me strength to regain the trust n faith on them
i really love them
Amen
hm...
a love order from God and my will
i love my parent n my brothers n also my friends
but i fail them bcus of my action
my act is too cruel
i always follow my emotion instead of my intention
i have to be disciplined
i did too much evil's work
but how?
how can i control myself?
i'm too rushy n talk without thinking
i feel sorry for everyone
totally sorry
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
A lesson that shouldnt underwent by me!
HUsh...
love...
lies...
hatred...
upset...
poor...
well... jus received a call from mom...
and she said i was spending too much money this month...
i was so surprise... to hear this but some how... yes i noe i did spend quite a lot every month but this time was different.
So, i asked: why? wad the?? where got?
She said: ur rm300 plus resit papers lo...
she further said i was bad lo and said i should'nt go for ktv lo and i spend too much time to entertaint myself instead of really pia/ hardoworking study for my exam last sems.
tell u guys wad... last sems is the 1st time i got so hardworking to study...
i dun noe...
probably i have friends guiding me n help me or is myself learning...
i jus dun noe la...
i resitting 2 papers this sems...
i dun noe... mayb wad my mom said is right...
i was spending too much for my exam paper...
i shouldnt make this mistake...
i should consider 1st bfore i decide to take action.
but some how i noe resitting is good for a lousy student like me.
wush...
i noe i must work hard!
i noe i must be tought!
Tougher than last sems!
stronger!
More Eagre!
Wiser!
and yes... more knowledgeble.
So hard...
this all sound hard...
but hey...
we all should confort ourself, we are the sons and daughters of our Dear Lord.
We can do anything for real , we are inherited with this mind to learn n feel our work, our achievement.
Yes, a wise man option to be cleaverer is to study hard,
Natural , ancient and the only way for now.
Oh yea... i feel better now.
I am so happy to have this blog to tell myself that i am always be the weakest and the strongest.
love...
lies...
hatred...
upset...
poor...
well... jus received a call from mom...
and she said i was spending too much money this month...
i was so surprise... to hear this but some how... yes i noe i did spend quite a lot every month but this time was different.
So, i asked: why? wad the?? where got?
She said: ur rm300 plus resit papers lo...
she further said i was bad lo and said i should'nt go for ktv lo and i spend too much time to entertaint myself instead of really pia/ hardoworking study for my exam last sems.
tell u guys wad... last sems is the 1st time i got so hardworking to study...
i dun noe...
probably i have friends guiding me n help me or is myself learning...
i jus dun noe la...
i resitting 2 papers this sems...
i dun noe... mayb wad my mom said is right...
i was spending too much for my exam paper...
i shouldnt make this mistake...
i should consider 1st bfore i decide to take action.
but some how i noe resitting is good for a lousy student like me.
wush...
i noe i must work hard!
i noe i must be tought!
Tougher than last sems!
stronger!
More Eagre!
Wiser!
and yes... more knowledgeble.
So hard...
this all sound hard...
but hey...
we all should confort ourself, we are the sons and daughters of our Dear Lord.
We can do anything for real , we are inherited with this mind to learn n feel our work, our achievement.
Yes, a wise man option to be cleaverer is to study hard,
Natural , ancient and the only way for now.
Oh yea... i feel better now.
I am so happy to have this blog to tell myself that i am always be the weakest and the strongest.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
New movies
Ok, dun say my blog never provides any information again,
cus here are a few information about new movie gonna release except Friday the 13th.
Mutant Chronicles
To be released on October 10, 2008
Friday The 13th
Friday, February 13, 2009 released
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
To be released on May 1, 2009( same guy, i mean the wolverine in the previous X-men)
Star Trek 2009
To be released on 2009( sry the month and date r unknowned )
Street Fighter: The legend of Chun Li
To be released on 2009(sry i dun noe neither which month nor date)( the chun li is 1 of the cast of the smallville)
To be relesed on May of 2009 ( No presence of Arnold Schwarzenegger cus he's governor of California now)
To be released on July 10, 2009 (i like this type of movie!!! Something like the dawn of the world)
cus here are a few information about new movie gonna release except Friday the 13th.
Mutant Chronicles

To be released on October 10, 2008
Friday The 13th
Friday, February 13, 2009 releasedX-Men Origins: Wolverine
To be released on May 1, 2009( same guy, i mean the wolverine in the previous X-men)
Star Trek 2009
Street Fighter: The legend of Chun Li
Terminator Salvation
2012
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
What i think about Blog?
Hm...recently chat with my ex tutor.
She....sounds so depress o peopleblog about others people in their own blog.
This quite sensitive for many people, yes it iseven for me.
If some1 blog about me all the insultment yea for sure i gonna punch him n slap the lady.
Haha...
OK
Kidding nia...
I am jus kidding,Kenny Liew bo where got so agressive.
See... this situation sometimes can drive sum1 ends up anger n in rage of a person and even break some1 heart of a person.
Well... wad i think of blogging is kina good especially for a guy like me.
WHy?
Hell of course my amo sucks so need to learn from mistake with blogging since i dun write essay as much as past already.
OK...
I'm also a person who like to keep my feelings inside but usually end up telling others
BUT....
if there's no1 to hear u?
If no1 want to hear u?
Wad will u do?
For me...
i dun hide it inside my mind and
i like to share it with people so i always blog so that i can share it and express wad i wan to say out.
I always think my action is right for doing this until i chated with her.
Well...
chatting with her really fun and acknowledging especially when u are asking for advice.
Nice to chat with you, you noe who you r laso i dun need to name ur name.
When we blog sometimes we may intendly or unintendly hurt others but this doesnt really always happend if we blog with care...
but for me la i blog with my joy n mood so i always wrote so many weird weird thing out which some of friends
BE SONG OF it...
Haiz...
Life suppose to be happy why some always want to disrupt the happiness...
May be i understand why?
Like the song of So What by PInk
with lyric HUMAN NATURE...
HUman try to correct every mistake for themself even for others.
Yes...i agree with their action but i dun like it when they try to discourage me to do it again. Example...
When i speak english to sum1, i always end up saying wrong thing so those pro in amo friends of mine always said DUN TALK ENGLISH TO ME LA, u noe how i feel when i heard they say that.
Jeez....
ialways uestion why myselfwhy i have this kind of friend of??
They dun act like a friend....
Haiz....
life is really hard so many people choose to end it and so many choose to stay and struggle for their life...
For me i give this ending guide by my own GOD.
Let God decide for me.
I will always follow his will...
eh... a lot of time i also didnt la
but this,
LIFE i give it to HIM to decide for me...
ok time has come
For now this is me.
I will update morein future about my weird life...
Chaus....
She....sounds so depress o peopleblog about others people in their own blog.
This quite sensitive for many people, yes it iseven for me.
If some1 blog about me all the insultment yea for sure i gonna punch him n slap the lady.
Haha...
OK
Kidding nia...
I am jus kidding,Kenny Liew bo where got so agressive.
See... this situation sometimes can drive sum1 ends up anger n in rage of a person and even break some1 heart of a person.
Well... wad i think of blogging is kina good especially for a guy like me.
WHy?
Hell of course my amo sucks so need to learn from mistake with blogging since i dun write essay as much as past already.
OK...
I'm also a person who like to keep my feelings inside but usually end up telling others
BUT....
if there's no1 to hear u?
If no1 want to hear u?
Wad will u do?
For me...
i dun hide it inside my mind and
i like to share it with people so i always blog so that i can share it and express wad i wan to say out.
I always think my action is right for doing this until i chated with her.
Well...
chatting with her really fun and acknowledging especially when u are asking for advice.
Nice to chat with you, you noe who you r laso i dun need to name ur name.
When we blog sometimes we may intendly or unintendly hurt others but this doesnt really always happend if we blog with care...
but for me la i blog with my joy n mood so i always wrote so many weird weird thing out which some of friends
BE SONG OF it...
Haiz...
Life suppose to be happy why some always want to disrupt the happiness...
May be i understand why?
Like the song of So What by PInk
with lyric HUMAN NATURE...
HUman try to correct every mistake for themself even for others.
Yes...i agree with their action but i dun like it when they try to discourage me to do it again. Example...
When i speak english to sum1, i always end up saying wrong thing so those pro in amo friends of mine always said DUN TALK ENGLISH TO ME LA, u noe how i feel when i heard they say that.
Jeez....
ialways uestion why myselfwhy i have this kind of friend of??
They dun act like a friend....
Haiz....
life is really hard so many people choose to end it and so many choose to stay and struggle for their life...
For me i give this ending guide by my own GOD.
Let God decide for me.
I will always follow his will...
eh... a lot of time i also didnt la
but this,
LIFE i give it to HIM to decide for me...
ok time has come
For now this is me.
I will update morein future about my weird life...
Chaus....
Friday, January 30, 2009
Jeez...................
This definitely the dun noe hundreds th time we quarrel.
Yeah... again...
Every 2/3 days if he lives here we gonna quarrel for sure.
He's a weirdo.
Never Learn the mistake and never even wan to correct it.
Yes... i know... i am not the 1 should judge him and give him the advice to change
but there're so many people out there already started pointing out his behaviour n mistake n advising him to change.
Argh... he just so annoying la.
Acting like kid.
If the quarrel ends up like he thinks i am not understanding him and i am trying to force him to believe i am right, he will just pissed off and packed his stuff and end up dun wan to see me as if like a child's action.
U guys noe, this is really is damn childish.
I really cant stand living with him.
This is awful.
I just he can change the way he talks and the way he reacts to people.
His should change behaviour always not so common in the normal way he treat others but so damn common when he talking to me.
HUH...
Really this is really upset.
i noe i am wrong also but i think he's wrong more than me.
His behaviour may rise some unappropiate issues.
I just hope he changes.
GOD Bless.
Yeah... again...
Every 2/3 days if he lives here we gonna quarrel for sure.
He's a weirdo.
Never Learn the mistake and never even wan to correct it.
Yes... i know... i am not the 1 should judge him and give him the advice to change
but there're so many people out there already started pointing out his behaviour n mistake n advising him to change.
Argh... he just so annoying la.
Acting like kid.
If the quarrel ends up like he thinks i am not understanding him and i am trying to force him to believe i am right, he will just pissed off and packed his stuff and end up dun wan to see me as if like a child's action.
U guys noe, this is really is damn childish.
I really cant stand living with him.
This is awful.
I just he can change the way he talks and the way he reacts to people.
His should change behaviour always not so common in the normal way he treat others but so damn common when he talking to me.
HUH...
Really this is really upset.
i noe i am wrong also but i think he's wrong more than me.
His behaviour may rise some unappropiate issues.
I just hope he changes.
GOD Bless.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Life.... o Life....
HUH, these days i found out that life is hard to face.
Many things had happend.
This gave me the knowledge about me and my surroundings(family,friends,n the community)
but thank goodness my friend brought me out for walk to release some stresses if not i really
get... i dun know may be crazy.
So many people( cant say) somplain about me , my personality, my behaviour, and my blog!!!
Ok, i understand. Many people just cannot get used to my habits.
Thing just don't work out as it suppose to be.
HUh... really feel so upset about it,
so... ARGH...
I changed a few times bfore.
From negative minded to anger/vengence minded to self-sorrow minded till now clown/funny minded.
Now again i need to change.
When will i stop the change?
How Do i change?
Further more i need to face my exam soon still i am facing this problem seems so trouble and unfavor now.
So so so...
Buf...
Many things had happend.
This gave me the knowledge about me and my surroundings(family,friends,n the community)
but thank goodness my friend brought me out for walk to release some stresses if not i really
get... i dun know may be crazy.
So many people( cant say) somplain about me , my personality, my behaviour, and my blog!!!
Ok, i understand. Many people just cannot get used to my habits.
Thing just don't work out as it suppose to be.
HUh... really feel so upset about it,
so... ARGH...
I changed a few times bfore.
From negative minded to anger/vengence minded to self-sorrow minded till now clown/funny minded.
Now again i need to change.
When will i stop the change?
How Do i change?
Further more i need to face my exam soon still i am facing this problem seems so trouble and unfavor now.
So so so...
Buf...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Devilly Jokes...
Ok, here is the case.
Just now i just checked my blog as usual n looked at my friends' blog and suddenly i opened another people blog which is the friend of my friend.
My evil plan is to steal the post cus it's so damn FUNNY(not so funny, at least can make u burst out of laughter) n i wan to give u guys a share of it.
See i so kind ho... even i illegally copy sum1 post hehe... at least it's funny!
So enjoy the art of my lastest
THEFT !!!
Sound childish i know but dun complain!
Devil Joke:
Joke 1
Why did the one handed man cross the street?
To go to the secondhand shop
Joke 2
Gentleman, I have some good news and one bad news when you are looking for a wife
Good news
There is a girl who cooks great food
There is a girl who is silent and continues to love you unconditionally
There is a girl who never gossips or talks on phones with her friends till 5 a.m. in the morning
There is a girl who is there for loving you and not loving your money
There is a girl who is not a bitch
There is a girl who is low maintenance
There is a girl who looks hot with a T-shirt and a make up
There is a girl who would never make you scared or worry whenever she goes shopping
Bad News
There is no such girl with all the qualities above.
Joke 3
A man never worries about the future until he takes a wife
A woman always worries about her future until she takes a husband
A man is successful if he is more successful than his wife
A woman is successful when she can find that man
Joke 4
One day, a nun wanted to test 3 sisters on the art of sin, so she locked them in a room each with a hot sexy man in there. As she passed the first two rooms, she can hear groans, moans and orgasm but as she passed the third room, it was silent So the next day, the nun asked
Nun: It was so silent in there, I thought you should be screaming in there.
Girl: I know but my mother thought me not to talk with my mouth full
Joke 5
Kissing leads to humping like farting leads to pooping
Joke 6
I hate Asian Men, they are clean, butt loud and *tut* making gesture that an Asian man's penis is short
Joke 7
Your momma so fat, that people hired her to be a trampoline for children
Fabulously styled by Brendan Goh at 2:22 AM 1 scribbles
Just now i just checked my blog as usual n looked at my friends' blog and suddenly i opened another people blog which is the friend of my friend.
My evil plan is to steal the post cus it's so damn FUNNY(not so funny, at least can make u burst out of laughter) n i wan to give u guys a share of it.
See i so kind ho... even i illegally copy sum1 post hehe... at least it's funny!
So enjoy the art of my lastest
THEFT !!!
Sound childish i know but dun complain!
Devil Joke:
Joke 1
Why did the one handed man cross the street?
To go to the secondhand shop
Joke 2
Gentleman, I have some good news and one bad news when you are looking for a wife
Good news
There is a girl who cooks great food
There is a girl who is silent and continues to love you unconditionally
There is a girl who never gossips or talks on phones with her friends till 5 a.m. in the morning
There is a girl who is there for loving you and not loving your money
There is a girl who is not a bitch
There is a girl who is low maintenance
There is a girl who looks hot with a T-shirt and a make up
There is a girl who would never make you scared or worry whenever she goes shopping
Bad News
There is no such girl with all the qualities above.
Joke 3
A man never worries about the future until he takes a wife
A woman always worries about her future until she takes a husband
A man is successful if he is more successful than his wife
A woman is successful when she can find that man
Joke 4
One day, a nun wanted to test 3 sisters on the art of sin, so she locked them in a room each with a hot sexy man in there. As she passed the first two rooms, she can hear groans, moans and orgasm but as she passed the third room, it was silent So the next day, the nun asked
Nun: It was so silent in there, I thought you should be screaming in there.
Girl: I know but my mother thought me not to talk with my mouth full
Joke 5
Kissing leads to humping like farting leads to pooping
Joke 6
I hate Asian Men, they are clean, butt loud and *tut* making gesture that an Asian man's penis is short
Joke 7
Your momma so fat, that people hired her to be a trampoline for children
Fabulously styled by Brendan Goh at 2:22 AM 1 scribbles
Friday, December 5, 2008
Just attend another WEDDING DINNER
Yes, again another wedding dinner. Even just 1 and a half weeks only but so fast another wedding dinner i attended at HILTON Kch Hotel.
Well...
This time i didnt get the chance to shoot inside the ball room cus very pack with people in there, additionally i was chatting with 1 of my old friend,Sonia so no time to do it.
When the bride and the groom 1st enter the ball, the ball's theme changed.
Then, started the den... den.... sound with guitar.
This time had band playing all those theme and music.
Next, cut the cake and opened the champagne again the same event i mentioned in the previous blog !
After the champagne thing, the theme in the ball changed again now like hearing the sound from strip club haha !!!
Very funny the theme, the theme is for the cold plate to be served(most of the time in the chinese's wedding dinner has the 1st food cold plate, dont ask me i dont know may be u can answer it for me)
So, i continue eat my dish untill the third food served.
I went out with friend bfore the people in side
cheer up and get high(YAM SENG).
So, we went out for a walk around the lobby then sat on 1 of the sofa and chat until the wedding dinner ends(not yet end actually)!
My Gosh, i also didnt notice the time passes so fast.
Just bfore the wedding dinner ends(i guest bcus many people coming out from there), i called my dad and he said
OK, LET's GO.I didnt even start a word yet.
I was so huh? Go?
That time i thought the feast havent ends but actually yes it didnt, not yet.
So, waved my hand to my friend and off to go to home with dad.
Here some photos i took from lobby bfore i enter the ball room.
Fake ginger bread house

A variety of cakes !Didnt brought my wallet so only can stared at it

Another fake stuff.Christmas tree made up of Nylon tubes and bulbs.

Wah... BIG latterns...

Mini fake christmas tree

Guess wad is the middle brown colour thing ?
A nice looking Ashtray!

Ooo... Pretty Tree

Free Gift! 你就想!

Decoratives beside the sofa
Well...
This time i didnt get the chance to shoot inside the ball room cus very pack with people in there, additionally i was chatting with 1 of my old friend,Sonia so no time to do it.
When the bride and the groom 1st enter the ball, the ball's theme changed.
Then, started the den... den.... sound with guitar.
This time had band playing all those theme and music.
Next, cut the cake and opened the champagne again the same event i mentioned in the previous blog !
After the champagne thing, the theme in the ball changed again now like hearing the sound from strip club haha !!!
Very funny the theme, the theme is for the cold plate to be served(most of the time in the chinese's wedding dinner has the 1st food cold plate, dont ask me i dont know may be u can answer it for me)
So, i continue eat my dish untill the third food served.
I went out with friend bfore the people in side
cheer up and get high(YAM SENG).
So, we went out for a walk around the lobby then sat on 1 of the sofa and chat until the wedding dinner ends(not yet end actually)!
My Gosh, i also didnt notice the time passes so fast.
Just bfore the wedding dinner ends(i guest bcus many people coming out from there), i called my dad and he said
OK, LET's GO.I didnt even start a word yet.
I was so huh? Go?
That time i thought the feast havent ends but actually yes it didnt, not yet.
So, waved my hand to my friend and off to go to home with dad.
Here some photos i took from lobby bfore i enter the ball room.


A variety of cakes !Didnt brought my wallet so only can stared at it

Another fake stuff.Christmas tree made up of Nylon tubes and bulbs.

Wah... BIG latterns...

Mini fake christmas tree

Guess wad is the middle brown colour thing ?
A nice looking Ashtray!

Ooo... Pretty Tree

Free Gift! 你就想!

Decoratives beside the sofa
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