Am i too sensitive ?

Well........... i can say i'm the sensitive guy who doesn't know how to react when i get caught of doing something different or less than normal . I grow up to be a shy person that i don't dare to explore most of the world . I'm scared that i might get lost during the journey . I'm scared of the change of mine will result even worse habit or mind , that's why i stick to the normal level , try not to involve in many parts of the event . I'm worry in time i will be a bad boy/ man in the end . I'm totally freak out by it . Most of the time , my eyes feel with tear when i got scold from any1 . Is that normal ? Should i be more stronger than now ? Can i ?
I'm sensitive = weak ?
am i a useless guy that don't know lots of thing . Sometime i'm scared of learning new things too , don't know why it keeps haunting me but as harder i struggle to avoid it , the more things i get to know . I feel some kind of happiness when i learn more thing or i solve my uneasy maths question . I used to relax through the night , meaning i love to watch the sky during the night cus it looks so peaceful and quite and BEAUTIFUL when the sky filled with stars which twinkle whole time . When the cool air blows on to my face and body , i feel relaxing it feels more like having vacation on the beach . But now , thing change since my newly build house complete . Even i got more advantages than the old house but still it's less suitable for a night watcher likes me . I spent more time on looking at the sunset and sunrise rather than night view . The roof from my house blocking me from watching the pretty night view . Even i can walk out side to watch it but nowadays wheather changes rapidly and it's always dark on the sky , that disappoint me plus my family discourages me spend my night out side the house due to recently news about robbery so i need to be careful of it . Life sure is difficult for me and many others in this world but i think as we learn , we get to know , we grow , we mature and we make precise action to our life so that we can carry on . Life is meaning less without guidance so does the fishing is useless without the bait .

SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND RELATIONSHIP

This is a question that most people are asking , i hope this LECTURE help us ...................

have u ever heard the story of love and marriage?


SOCRATES


the ahli sejarah?

his student ever asked him a question

what is love?

he told his student, to go into the jungle
to choose the best branch..

his student keep on hoping the best in the next journey..

so got nothing in the end.

then... he told SOCRATES his experience.

SOCRATES told him... that's love

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the student asked again..

what is marriage?

SOCRATES asked the student to do the same thing..

to find the best branch in the jungle.

now... the student with the experience..

he selected... the one he thinks is the best...

he just ended the journey and show to s...

SOCRATES asked him...

do u really think that's the best???

the student answer i dunno...

i just dun want to miss the best opportunity i have ever met...

SOCRATES told him...

that's marriage...

Lazy habit and some thought of mine

Haiz.......... so far i didn't study at all just a few hours left for my BIOLOGY EXAM arrived . Well.......... i am a type that don't do last minute stuff but also partially doing it , haha so really hard to understand me ho . Brandon told me that the one that know the best about me is ME , true . Now , i just realise how relying am i to others . Well basically i know that i am a sensitive person and also a kepo 1 also , i always spill out most of people secrets that they told me but for some i don't . I don't know why am i likes this probably is inherited from my mom , haha........ cannot blame them cus i am the 1 who be like this .So , try not to tell me any big secret ya , MY FRIENDS . I am a lazy , i hate do my house chore , i am image to friends , family even to myself . This is what Ns taught us , every1 will have different type of image due to we have different type of conditions , needs , personality . We are always cover by our imagine no matter where and when . The image i am saying is our personalities . How do u treat ur friends , sister , brother , parent ? Is it the same ? I don't think so , most of us are normal human we don't treat every1 the same . Not much of people equally treat equally to every1 , they are what i called freaks , How come ? Ok if you treat every 1 the same whenever where and when , don't you feel kind of sick of it . Right ? you will get tired of repeating the same treat , same smile , same look , same out fit , same speech .............. I believe no1 do ever treat every1 the same if they do they are scary and spooky for me . Haiz................ test ............. test................ lazy ar............. i thought the test should be held at this Thursday
but it turn out the thought or prediction is always different then what it comes . Ok lo what to do now only can typing blog and play game since all of my classmate now pia study the Biology .

Until now only will be posting more info about me .

The Curse Air Conditioner

Yeah ! Step on it ! But i'm kind , i don't step on them i flush them !

From the past , i have mentioned about my air con . Now it really goes bad , turn out that my house get short-circuit everytime i turn on my room air conditioner . How can this really happen to me , i did nothing wrong , eh....... well......... not much la . Any way i do know what happened to my air conditioner . First, there's noisy sound from it then, it got worse damn bushit that air con falled down a cockroach !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while i am adjust the cover of the air con . HUh , that terrified me at first then when i see that weakly , alive cockroach then raging fire blossom beat through my body . well of course the best way to eliminate it is to throw it into the toilet ball la . Haiz......... This time i tell ya it gonna be even huge cus now it cause my air con to shut down my house electricity . They are paying for it .

Good afternoon !

Oh yeah so damn happy now cus later no chemistry class ,so i don't need to stay at library until 5 pm again............ Haiz.............. even so but tmr still , it going to be the same as usual

The Sinking Of Friendship .......

How many of you has your exclassmate In Form 4 or Form 5 often still contact you ? Well in this so called real world , friendship never last long if it's then he / she is your best friend . Most of our childhood's friendship end eventually but if you are lucky u might meet them on the street . Even though nowadays there's easier communicate way like msn but still sometime when there's empty inside our mind that telling us i don't really know u anymore that's mean we don't know you , still we can contact each other by askinh How are you ? How do u do ? Where are you ? After all these questions , what's left for u to ask ? there's going to be a silence period for awhile . Then saying bye bye or business card give it u . That's it . Is that what happen ? But for some they still organized reunion each year at least it going to last for a few years but when all of us grown up eventually most of us have our own family and goal soon the reunion get loose . What happen , loss connection ? No ! Bcus u still have the cell phone number , right ? Huh....... still it proves useless .

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 .Few............................

HUh.............................. after the anger post i think i feel better . I am impressed to my san sei only . I hate those who trying to show their showoff sikap infront ofme include the lecturers . I got few tuition teacher in the past but their's only 2 i am impressedfor this period . 1 is my Ex-Bio tutor/ san sei , Mr. Alex Kueh . Well........with his taught to me , i think i get better than ever for my Biology subject during Form 4 and Form 5 . I must thks him pretty much bcus of him i got my SPM resultbetter than i expected . He'd chaged a few jobs already at this time now finally participate in 1 job then i must be proud of him , it's been awhile we didn't met after Mr. Alex left . i wish i can meet him at semenajung in future as i am going to there soon.....hehe.......not really soon still awhile . I hope u have a Happy Life yeah .

GAMBATE

And also another 1 which the only and the best of all the Engineering tutor / the Physic n Chemistry tutor . OMG ! She rock !!!!!!!! She's skinny , looks like study freak but still she got a good life . Well....... at 1st i dun like her . haha why o ? let me think ......... ah.... the 1st time she taught me is at Form2 , she teaches the science fow awhile nia then left . U noe i still remember her tune when she teach . haha............. i Laught the whole class . haha Her voice like very sharp and niang at that time . Can u imagine how i attent the class , haha . Ok back to main topic . SHe 's different when i am Form 4 she taught cool just like ordinary lecturer in univercity/ college . Ge.......... still remember that time her attitude so different than other tutor , she's challenging so me n my friends alway challenge her . Still , she'spanas barn just like other woman in this world . so that make the tuition class not bored at all . So many gossip and talks during the tuition class still i can learn things . I must thanks her MIs............s...... Chin. U know age really is the secret of all women . Especially i know her age so i can treaten her wahahaha. Well thing dun go that way but i still give tips to others about her age as she ordered not to tell others. Every1 cant get the age untill 1 day of class i accidently said the years i wantto go back to inorder to see her Form 5 Life then every1 noe lo especially david he quickly use calculater to counther age . Well i think Brandon still dun noe when evry1 react so shock but he reacts saying what ? what ? ha ? ha ? Make me swt everytime he reacts like this . Got 2 weeks she didn't attented the class cus she went to her Honey moon , she likes chocolate so she bought tones of chocolate back from her honey moon . She delivered some of it to us still i am unsatisfied with it cus i wanthe bitter type chocolate , she promise she willgive it to me and David next time . well...... the next time really she gave it to me but at unsuitablke time . Tha time i am reaged of sum1 when the som1 past the bitter chocolate to me i straight away gave it to Brandon . U know My san sei ordered me not to tell others about it . so Brandon just keep on asking about the chocolate , where do it from ? How i got it ? Why i gave it to him ?Then This guy make me Swt ar lll canu imagine my mind when i am rage and he keeps asking those silly question . I also need to apologize to My san sei la cus just gave her preciouschocolate to other . Pai se ya ?

Paise ya Mis......sChin ,

haiz........ woman never admit their age

Argh...............

YO Your head !

What type of friend that lie to his friends about most of the things that he spoke , i rather never have this type of friend . What for and what use ? World is liked we're using each others to survive ,is that what really is what we human live to be ? Use people for our goals . Do we make friends just to have free rides , have some1 to do ur assighment, to contact others through friends , to make fake smile to friends , to make fake laught of jokes , to make our life miserable and so that friend can aid u on ur way to ur goal ? I hate this kind of friendship , this type of friend , well......i got tones but atleast most them dun lie to me so great until involve something called TRUST vanished inside my heart . Huh............. i dun like those who aid this type of people also especially thhis aider never grow up alway joke around just like their Wonderland period will never end , but it will my friend ! I am not jealous , it just that as a friend i should know the situation . What for u lie about the place u are studying ? Try to show off ? Well eventually people know and it pay off with people trust to u . U know others try to convince me not to believe u and ur attitude but this time i really believe their words about u . u are lameass , most of all U r the best liarever know in my life and also once my pal . Huh....... i think u dun think me as a pal , most probably is ur tool . If u want ur friends to do something then call them do it by urself , dun count on others to do that lame job for u Bos!

Mariah Carey , Ah....................

Maria Carey

Dun misunderstand the ah........... it just the song so nice make me feel precisely comfortable . Especially Bye Bye and Without You . Well she's hot but i dun impress with people's shape,size and height . It's kina hard for me to find the perfect picture to decribe her in my mind cus she's Devilly hot , wuhu........ This is the best i can find for now to describe her as an angel singer .