Alone

Felt alone
lonely&
lonesome
period.
no friend
no family
just too alone
wad really happen?
i really have no idea
Dear Lord please guide me through this dark hours
give me strength to regain the trust n faith on them
i really love them
Amen
hm...
a love order from God and my will
i love my parent n my brothers n also my friends
but i fail them bcus of my action
my act is too cruel
i always follow my emotion instead of my intention
i have to be disciplined
i did too much evil's work
but how?
how can i control myself?
i'm too rushy n talk without thinking
i feel sorry for everyone
totally sorry

back 2

yeah, again i'm backed but every time i am backed with bad story n news.
Haiz...
Really very upset with nowadays human 's life
feel like dying n crying...
haha...
man never cry ever!
lol....
who say...
me la...
haha still no tears
jus that these days communication
really.....
i found out that i am a lousy guy who can communicate n understand with
i dun blame for people who dun understand or jus knot stand longer with my misunderstanding
huh....
jus feel so desperately seek for death
izzit us all like this or its jus me?
huh....
friendship really hard to conserve
why i always mess up many things
why?
911
911
911
911
this are all i can think of
not that i wish for some bad thign to happen jus that remind me a person
a friend
a friend who so greatful to me
so knowing me......
am i really causing that much trouble to my friends?
i should shut my mouth n listen n nod so everything will be jus fined
but...... all i did are jus an action that i will do so that each 1 will gets fair n square thing




msg~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


jus got a msg from a friend
a friend who i should meet 2nite
her words really help a lot with my pain now
really feel better....


sien my bro wan off my 0n9
haiz....
this is for now......

A lesson that shouldnt underwent by me!

HUsh...
love...
lies...
hatred...
upset...
poor...
well... jus received a call from mom...
and she said i was spending too much money this month...
i was so surprise... to hear this but some how... yes i noe i did spend quite a lot every month but this time was different.
So, i asked: why? wad the?? where got?
She said: ur rm300 plus resit papers lo...
she further said i was bad lo and said i should'nt go for ktv lo and i spend too much time to entertaint myself instead of really pia/ hardoworking study for my exam last sems.
tell u guys wad... last sems is the 1st time i got so hardworking to study...
i dun noe...
probably i have friends guiding me n help me or is myself learning...
i jus dun noe la...
i resitting 2 papers this sems...
i dun noe... mayb wad my mom said is right...
i was spending too much for my exam paper...
i shouldnt make this mistake...
i should consider 1st bfore i decide to take action.
but some how i noe resitting is good for a lousy student like me.
wush...
i noe i must work hard!
i noe i must be tought!
Tougher than last sems!
stronger!
More Eagre!
Wiser!
and yes... more knowledgeble.
So hard...
this all sound hard...
but hey...
we all should confort ourself, we are the sons and daughters of our Dear Lord.
We can do anything for real , we are inherited with this mind to learn n feel our work, our achievement.
Yes, a wise man option to be cleaverer is to study hard,
Natural , ancient and the only way for now.
Oh yea... i feel better now.
I am so happy to have this blog to tell myself that i am always be the weakest and the strongest.

HA......

DUn noe how to say this but ha!!!????
HOw come?
When?
WHy?
My GOsh!
NO... it cant be...
BUt it's true...
Ok... no more joke.
Well...
jus finished viewing people's blog and spot something quite like the sentences that pop out in my mind.
Why???
see for urself...
See it???
Got spot it?
Most of u guys sure spot it, and
Yes, u spotted-_- very good cus u r normal people or human.
No, u didnt-,- bu... go buy spectacles for urself...
Hehe...
kidding.
The thing is while i was viewing a person's blog, i notice a post with
title sumthing like STARBUCKS IN ULU PLACE???
then i saw this....
haha... quite funny... but still... i am wondering whether it's true...
Is this starbuck????
Sound like it.
May be the people there wan starbuck coffee shop and yes they got it.
Haha...
quite creative la the name.
cant say it's creative cus it's still considering as copying but
ok la...
boleh la...

New movies

Ok, dun say my blog never provides any information again,
cus here are a few information about new movie gonna release except Friday the 13th.
Mutant Chronicles
To be released on October 10, 2008

Friday The 13th

Friday, February 13, 2009 released

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

To be released on May 1, 2009( same guy, i mean the wolverine in the previous X-men)

Star Trek 2009

To be released on 2009( sry the month and date r unknowned )

Street Fighter: The legend of Chun Li

To be released on 2009(sry i dun noe neither which month nor date)( the chun li is 1 of the cast of the smallville)

Terminator Salvation

To be relesed on May of 2009 ( No presence of Arnold Schwarzenegger cus he's governor of California now)

2012

To be released on July 10, 2009 (i like this type of movie!!! Something like the dawn of the world)

What i think about Blog?

Hm...recently chat with my ex tutor.
She....sounds so depress o peopleblog about others people in their own blog.
This quite sensitive for many people, yes it iseven for me.
If some1 blog about me all the insultment yea for sure i gonna punch him n slap the lady.
Haha...
OK
Kidding nia...
I am jus kidding,Kenny Liew bo where got so agressive.
See... this situation sometimes can drive sum1 ends up anger n in rage of a person and even break some1 heart of a person.
Well... wad i think of blogging is kina good especially for a guy like me.
WHy?
Hell of course my amo sucks so need to learn from mistake with blogging since i dun write essay as much as past already.
OK...
I'm also a person who like to keep my feelings inside but usually end up telling others
BUT....
if there's no1 to hear u?
If no1 want to hear u?
Wad will u do?
For me...
i dun hide it inside my mind and
i like to share it with people so i always blog so that i can share it and express wad i wan to say out.
I always think my action is right for doing this until i chated with her.
Well...
chatting with her really fun and acknowledging especially when u are asking for advice.
Nice to chat with you, you noe who you r laso i dun need to name ur name.
When we blog sometimes we may intendly or unintendly hurt others but this doesnt really always happend if we blog with care...
but for me la i blog with my joy n mood so i always wrote so many weird weird thing out which some of friends
BE SONG OF it...
Haiz...
Life suppose to be happy why some always want to disrupt the happiness...
May be i understand why?
Like the song of So What by PInk
with lyric HUMAN NATURE...
HUman try to correct every mistake for themself even for others.
Yes...i agree with their action but i dun like it when they try to discourage me to do it again. Example...
When i speak english to sum1, i always end up saying wrong thing so those pro in amo friends of mine always said DUN TALK ENGLISH TO ME LA, u noe how i feel when i heard they say that.
Jeez....
ialways uestion why myselfwhy i have this kind of friend of??
They dun act like a friend....
Haiz....
life is really hard so many people choose to end it and so many choose to stay and struggle for their life...
For me i give this ending guide by my own GOD.
Let God decide for me.
I will always follow his will...
eh... a lot of time i also didnt la
but this,
LIFE i give it to HIM to decide for me...
ok time has come
For now this is me.
I will update morein future about my weird life...
Chaus....

Back to update 1

Well... seems like time the time is now to update

As usual sitting on the chair of the computer room at my semi-uni/ college UCSI kch.

The air conditioner blows very vigorously at here as usual... and...

Haiyo... ANy suggestion for me to do while waiting for my bro mar??

Damn... boring at here...

Study eh... always make excuse to avoid it.

Erm... today's wheather not so good quite cloudy and just rain, pretty windy instead of heavily.

Today's is also my very 1st record that i made myself, eh... not so only me la cus today's lunch with my college pals.

The cost of the lunch so

CHEAP!!!

Why???

Well... u see... we dun go for lunch but we eat at our friend's house, Jac.

Guess the menu?

It's yellowish... and the soups were filled with so many colour....

and the taste of it is quite QQ not bad la for our

chef Li Ying, Sing Yii, Jelly, Lee Yie and so on....

Sry if i dun list somes out cus too many people in and out the kitchen

Hehe...

this is the 2nd time we go out eat to have a very colourful food.

1st time is at R @ S @ M @ S with the many variety colour of chiken rice( ji fan) so sweat when see us eat.

Ok.... can guess wad's the food i ate?

Ok, i noe its stupid but ok la... sometimes play guess guess game also not bad mar...

Here it is the 1 and only Famous fast food of Malaysian...

The mee Maggi!

I know i know... u guys will say chii.... and Wad the?

Why choose this?

Bcus this food save us, the money spenders' ars.

We spent Rm1.50 only.

Seriously the 1st time le...

It's a nice record after since i went out eat with them.

OK... Rm1.50 sound quite unworthy but turn it's not only mee la still got some sausages and the volume of the mee quite a lot. I think they added more bungkus of this in the pot eh...

Nvm... unless i get my stomach full so i am ok wiht it...

Wuhuhu... so happy cus i gonna eat steamboat again 2nite.

Quite sien... actually cus it's been a few week i got steamboat at my house wiht my bro.

Compare to usual us we seldom eat this thing.

Well... the reason i eat this quite often bcus my mom left a lot of this steamboat ingredient at the fridges which is left over Chinese New Year food.

I noe it sounds wacky l.e.f.t o.v.e.r. but it's in the fridge mar... so no worry cus i got put the fresh meat last time stay in my fridges for more then 7/8 months, i think more then this eh...nvm la...

and yes... i seldom touch anything inside the fridges and by the time they come to kch again they complain about us and theyw an to take it( the ingredients) back to kampung so bo pian i have to finished it fast.

I'm doing quite fast already but the ingredient still left quite a lot.

At least tonite will be the last of it.

Hurae!!!!!

No More steamboat for sometimes...

I had ate 3/4 times already in a month of time

so averagely every week got i time eat steamboat le...

so puky!!!

Oh yeah... sry i didnt update my blog these days cus quite bz last time and now i am quite free and sometimes too free.

So very pai se yea...

That's all for this time.

I will try update more often.