Not again...................................

Hm................
will be backed to my kampung(Simunjan) again tomorrow .
Probably will be backed this coming wednesday or thursday hehe..................... see my mood and my trick . My bro think of organizing a barbeque (BBQ) or steamboat on next wednesday so that probably is my chance to go back Kuching . I don't really want to go back my hometown , the main reason is that i'm not going back to relax , not like my friends all going back to hometown too with their happily smiles.................... i go back for 1 reason because my mom want me to be her
next top worker !
Jeez....................................
I really hate working with my mom because it's so tiring and no free space .
That is the major reason , u know .
Can u guys imagine working from 7am to 9.30pm !
Omg ! Life suffering man...........
Additionally , the wheather is hot so i alway masam muka(sour face) at there cus i really don't like working for so long even longer than
my lecturer (8.30am-6pm) and
bakery shop casher from Pok Kwong Park (8am-10pm)
Secondly, i hate crowded area so kampung place what so only a few shops not much so alway a lot of people gather together at one place at time so i really grew much rage with this condition .
Thirdly, my parent's shop is much more different than Kuching Supermarket / shop cus most of those customer always ask for discount la so i'm not shopkeeper just a part time helper only so i don't know this . Every tiem i need to ask my parent wheather the products can be sold cheaper . Geram u know ! Not only me my parent also grew tired and sicked of me keeps on asking the same question over and over again . I alway sit on the casher cus it's easier job then others but that doesn't mean it's easy cus the stool that i am sitting is no comfort to my body making me alway sick of sitting on it .
Ah.......................
U guys probably will say this excuse just as lies for me not to go back but later i will show u guys the prove that i gonna shot down so
Bye For now
to be continue.............................................................

Confuse

Am i trying too hard ?
Am i getting bad each day ?
I mean my personality .
I think i talk bad stuff about someone each day .
Just now , Mr.Sim just asked me to photocopied a few copies of our tomorrow's notes .
I don't really understand his words at the beginning , he asked me to photostate the notes for each person in the class tmr early in the morning .
But where got photostated shop opened that early ?
So i asked him the question then he told me to photostate it in the library so i asked who ?
He said me/ any1 lo ok lo but usually i appear to be 1 of the latest person to get into the class .
Hm....................that made me confuse awhile before i know what is the lecturer really want me to .
So while i'm typing this , i'm also studying my chemistry notes and also my brain working to define my lecturer's sentences .
Then finally i got it .
Jeez................................ suddenly i feel like being another kind of person more like brandon hehe........... And brandon seems getting along or understand more since he's kina slow at understand with people's talk especially jokes but now , i'm turing like him ,and he turning to be able to understand my i should say our language .
Is it me getting talk properly and failed to understand normal people's speech/ talk or brandon improving in his understanding skills ?
I think both .
This probably 1 of my lamest post ever so seems like want to end it now to continue my revising ,
so tata .

The photos that i promise

My Lunch With friends........................

While Waiting For Our Foods
We play arts This is Mine Sauce So Pretty right ?

Jason's art with his Hand also
Ling Chuan With his Black master Piece
Lee Yie's master Piece
Jelly and Sing Yii's so Pretty and tidy
but at the end they didn't finish it
Haiz..........................................................
Jason
Me
Lee Yie
Lee Yie Chicken rice looks so nice...................
Ehm...............................Kai lan.................
So Big plate o the chicken meat
Our Table After we Finished Eating
My Afternoon Class
Jason Holding his cake
Who's this ?
Who's that ?
Me Grabing the Last Piece of the Cake
Our Class Scene during Biology Class

Who's this ?
Mr.Alloycious lo (sorry yea if i spell it wrong)

BONUS
My Wedding Dinner
Cool/Handsome ?

Looks like Tauke
Cute Post , cute le hehe.............
My Table 36


Thank you for all of keep on supporting my blog , T_T
I will write more of it . Till then , i shall post more .

#!":!#%#&*&^~Wu.....................................

Geram ! Why so prejudice ha ! Lousy brother ! Useless brother ! What kind of brother that don't help his younger brother with something that can be done faster / efficience ha ? Darn ! letting me on9 awhile also hard meh ! Argh.......................................... My second bro is the most selfish and the most unmature guy i had ever seen ! He's suck ! Teruk totally uncountable ! Stay at home don't know do what ! Huh................... even has his degree cert also useless no job for him , that's for sure la cus thatkind of cert every people can find 1 ma ! Geram.................................. useless ! Stay at home ok i don't care he don't have job to do for now but at least he help me do the housechores what . No, he didn't ! His eq got problem 1 is it ! Why everytime cann't get all the job done precisely ! Ok he don't cook , he don't mop the floor , he don't feed the dog , he don't do anything but play his computer games and search for his info on9 for his lousy game ! Ergh........................................
I'm hacked of his attitude ! Every day got time to do his on9 things for all day ! So i only ask for 2 hours online of tiem , is that also hard !!!!!! Geram .............................................he on9 for more than 6 hours a day still don't wan to let go his laptop until late night ! What this mean ? HUh.............................. you wanna die of exhausted sitting in front of this stupid laptop ! Huh..............................................................................
Don't think that you are different than me then u can overwhelm me ! I'm not your elder bro so i don't let it happen ! Your elder bro can stand with your attitude cus u respect him but u !!!!!! Don't even respect me at all ! You think being the elder 1 can be boss of me ?
No !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a fair guy i said 2 hours only during weekdays then 2 hours la why u wanna to shrink it and to be so prejudice trying to make it earlier ! You got important to do meh ? Huh................................................
No, right !
I already hold this breath for long time , i cant stand with this any more !
Fine if you wanna cross me then face the fear of me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will always remember this lesson u always give me , hehe.............................................................................................................................................................
i' m not yet siao , i'm a calm person i only express my feelings at here so for those who read this don't misunderstand me cus i'm good .
Feeling better ! Sorry yea the pics i promise cant be upload for now cus my bro laptop don't have my hp file so need to wait tmr when i'm free .

Hm......................

So high hehe................ don't know why ? Proabably is the cake effect . 2.30pm finished my class and wait for my bro until now . Still i seldom study after class , cus it's tiring.................. so still i study a little bit for awhile for my chemistry about the organic molecule(general) . Finished the 2 pages and packed my stuff to the locker and saw Penny rushing for her loker to reach her laptop's bagpack . She almost forget to take her laptop back when her sister came . Her sister waiting outside while she reaches her laptop . She took it and said.................... penny0511 ?
I's confuse for awhile but then found out that she's trying to tell me about her blog . Ok , i go to comfort my self then walk for the computer and to it , Thks Lord , finally got the chance to sit on the computer room(when i study still have a lot people using) .
HM..........................
People backing and i waiting ................
Not fair , totally not !
Oh.............. just now the chemistryso tired after the lunch probably i ate too much gua......... so during the class i was partially sleeping while listening the lecturer . So the lecturer also swt when lecturing me . But then i got my spirit back again
haha.......................
Why ?
Hm....... Let see.............
i think is the smell of the cake gua hehe...............
Next class was having celebration for Miss Yii who're leaving the college .
They sent some left over cake for us so we took it lo . Haha..................
At 1st , miss tan said eat later , after the class so we ate it after the lecture.............eh....................not quite after cus the hungry beast of L.C. couldn't stand with the seduction of the cake ........................... he kept on complaning about the Kung Bao Chicken Rice that he ate at SCR . So most of us ate the cake only Andrea, John , Michelle(absence) and Miss tan . Hehe...... i try to convinced miss tan to eat it but she seemed afraid of it due to the cake content la . It's chocolate cake , Miss tan said no when i asked her to try it . I said low-fat , she reply really ? Haha................ of course i lied la cus it's chocolate bo.................. The best piece of the cake had been eaten by L.C. and Jelly.
How could they ?????????
I'm so sad..................... haha but i still took the final piece of it cus i'm high !
Haha.................. sorry la , i'm selfish .
Later i will show their pics cus now still waiting for my bro . The computer here cant upload my photos from my hp .
Ge.....................................................
Hope he come soon .

Exercise .....................

It's been awhile since the last sweaty exercise wash through my body , yesterday evening went to Stapok Badminton Court (again) , play badminton lo with friends . This time without David , actually , we suppose to have 5 or 6 persons going but Liang Yew's friend cant made it and John's friend just play it that afternoon so only 4 of us which are Me (of course) , Brandon , Liang Yew and John . The play is so great especially when i play with Liang Yew , he kept on hit the shuttlecock to some where i can easily get it also sometime that i cant . John then arrive after us the we play double match
Kenny/Brandon VS Liang Yew/John
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought my team will win but instead me and Brandon lose so teruk man.............
1st match 14-21 then,
2ndmatch 16-21 !!!!!!!
so far behind .......................................
Me and Brandon lost to Liang Yew and John .
John ever said that he's new with badminton so the 1st time he play already not bad, could get lots of hard gotten shot from Liang Yew and Brandon(i'm lousy so i don't hit hard shot) .
Then , Liang Yew trained John for awhile then he left after he had a call from his bro .
Next match
single match between Brandon and Liang Yew .
So...................................shocking.............................................................
i thought usually Brandon gonna win since he's got at smashing but against Liang Yew...............
He got no chance .
At 1st Brandon win but then lost teruk to Liang Yew .
2nd match also the same , he kalah teruk .
Liang Yew got 21 score but Brandon , he got less than 10 i think for 2 matches .
I'm so shocked that time .
Probably Brandon couldn't get used to the time (we seldom play badminton during evening) . Additionally, he said he got gastric that morning and just finished shopping with his sister . Liang Yew VS Brandon (1st match)

Brandon VS Liang Yew (2nd match)


Me hehe........not so clear cus my lousy N70 cant shoot good photo

The Happening Part 3...........................

Argh....................................................
Luck is really not with me this time .
What happen to me this time ...........................
Just so soi...............................
Woke up as usual today packed my bag and waked my pig bro
then head for breakfast in wonderful place .
Reached there just in time for 1st class of Malaysian Study .
Got in with Lee Yie , L.c. n Jason , then sit at the back of the class not so behind cus the class is small(UCSI members u know la)........
The 1st class of Malaysian Study really shocked me cus 1st day already starts writing essay still i like it cus the lecturer taught not bad also , pretty clear about what she taught and trying us to understand . Then , write essay which titled :

Why these days Malaysian does not vote for election activetly during voting season ?

And also

How to encourage the Malaysian to vote activetly during voting season ?

Well...................................................
i think i wrote more than 300 , the minimum words for the structure question .
Hehe................

I wrote that and some tips in the how to encourage the people in country , this and thatcause my 2 pages of paper filled with answers .
next , after class we went to have lunch and Lao Hang Jia near the Tabuan Lalu's roundabout so u see Jelly brought her lunch so we need to walk there .
Therefore , me , Jason , L.C. and Lee Yie head across road/ roundabout , not exactly far to the restauent just the traffic is troublesome also more dangerous . So i kina yell a little bit along the way of crossing the road .
Worse is crossing the drains . The kuching drains's always have a stick type cement stuff that whole the drain adn allow the user to cross ( i think so ) .
I was terrify with that most !
I scared that i may fall when i cross it but still i success so does others .
Then , quickly we have our lunch and rush back to the college this type , the path also dangerous but i move out far more faster then just now with L.C.( elsie)
haha..................
Don't kill me when u see this o LC . This is what i heard from Jelly hehe............
The here come the Happening..................................
I went back home after class then found out my ear set is not with me and i though that i may left it at hoem but now it seems not so like what i had imagined .
So just only this month ,
i lose 2 things wallet ( including ic and car lisence)
and my ear set .
Haiz..................
only hope now can really has a good time with my life after having such buzzard period . Jason and Lee Yie
L.C.

Continue The Happening - Part 2

After David hit the the stupid cement thing we (Brandon and i) try help him , and he seems so worry still calm , that makes me feel kina impress of David's personality .
I must learn this way so that i don't get too messy with my life .
Ok continue the disaster .
Next on Tuesday night , i heard about Brandon saying his house almost got rob from 2 teenagers .
Jeez......................
Really freak me out already why suddenly so much terrible events occured around me .
Well....................
that's not the end of the THE HAPPENING ...........................
Today.....................................................................
Huh ........................
i will never believe this gonna happened .
Cus it never happen before , he never got miss of it before .
How come now ?
How come today ?
Why ?
Why it must occurs in front of so many people ?
Ah..................................................................
OK , i know i'm too emo with but still i should cus really too much events occurs at the same period .
HUh................................
Today's main life disaster of my known people list is My own bro , Sky(He named himself)
He ....................... hit someone's car while reversing his car in front of my college .
You see my college windows are shield inward so nobody can see inner part of the college so he also don't know so many people inside there when i walk into the college .
That's not the worse part .
The worse is he just drove away after he hit the car !
I just open the college front door a jar man ! and he hit someone car already .
HIn(headacche)..............................
His excuse is ............. he didn't see the car at there while he reversing ......................... and he just drove away without noticing the presence of the car and the car being hit by his won car .
My goodness .
When his car hit the car , there's a loud sound , that's why i turned my head back to see what happened ? And every people in the college whichjust stay at the front office also the same . They watched and saw the whole event and they saw my bro just drove away too .
made me swt......... swt.......... swt.......... swt......... swt............. swt
The car owner went to check for his car , he also saw the event and the happened !
Then he came back inside said nothing to me .
So i think nothing big deal happened to his car .
After that . i went upstair for my class but just before the class can starts , they came.............................................
The car owner with his friends show up in front the door and i knew it(the condition of his car) really is bad . He said his car bump also fall apart so i also lll and keep on saying sorry to him .
S o he called his dad and car repairman . I gave my no. to him and went back to my class . At 1st i decide not to involve more detail with it but since it gonna involve with $$$ so i went down stair to see his car condition after i called my bro also informed him that he hit someone's car ! He still don't know what has happened .
Gosh.............................................
OK lo ....................... i find out that his bump got bengkok a little bit upwards some screws(plastics if i'm not mistaken, it's hard type) came out . then his dad shown up , discussing with the repairman and i just diam diam a little wait after telling them my bro coming . The owner's dad talked nicely to me , which make me feel a little bit better , i calmed from terrifying mind .
Not lso long later , my bro shown up walking up straight with his fat body .
And then starts talking about the parts that need to repair .
Eventually , they decided to take to near by perodua shop to fix it .
That's the last thing i know vefore i went back for my class .
After my bro fetch me after the class , he told me that probably need to pay 1k .They said the insurance useless to help cus need to pay RM 300 to polis and then the insurance got keeps on charging the $$$$$ so better don't claim insurance my bro said .
HUh.....................................
So this is what happened until tonight . i Still don't know what will still gonna happen next so
THE HAPPENING
will continue.........................................

The Happening...................................

These days really tiring and frustrating ............................
It all began on 5th of Semptember 2008 ......
The day for me and my friends to meet as usual , we went to play badminton .
Due to i already got well prepare so early for my bag pact and racket and even wallet .
I put my wallet into the racket bag pack . And filled my bottle of water then..............
i went to on9 and play games till 2pm likes that i went down stairs (my computer is on second floor) .
David came ,
i grapped my stuff and went in the car and straight away to the
Stapok Badminton Court .
Then when we reached there , i go to the office's casher to look for a court .
the taukenio not in there at 1st , only 3 secondary kids and me .
i did open my bag in there but i didn't have the chance to grap my wallet out when the taukenio suddenly pop put behind us and told us
no court already~~~~~~~~
so i'm totally frustrated , thank goodness David reminded me about that Greenians(my exschoolmates) having the badminton event right now so , he suggest us to join them , at first i refuse due i'm shy...........
but then we still join eventually still just when David asked me to buy shuttlecock , i search for my wallet to buy it but i couldn't find it in my racket bag so i told David that i may left it home so without shuttlecock , we got nothing to do at there . Additionally, David's feeling pai se cus more and more greenian playing / using the badminton court that own by them (cus the booked for it) . Next , we went back to my home since we still got lots of time before sunset . But before that, we're suggesting to eat ice kacang but then remembered that i left my wallet at home (apparently not gonna happen) .
The first thing after we reached my home ,
i straight away check my presence of wallet in my house , and the result is negative .
Jeez........................ that's the starting of all frustrated and hateful feelings .
I lost it !
Argh.......................
This is great................ i had to search for every where i went , eventually nothing , empty..............................
T_T
Being scold by my Brothers and Parent(of course) .
So , the end of my 1st frustrated event .


Secondly, the next day should be night , Brandon , David and i went to play badminton again as usual Saturday event that we have . When it ended , they suggested to eat ice kacang (i rejected cus eating the sweet stuff during the night is so fattening) ao we on the way to there lo . Every time the same place we going to eat ice kacang . So on the way to there , David hit something on the road cause his tyre punched .
(My bro came already i will continue when i got back home)

Aware

The people right now really is in buzzard condition . Just yesterday my friend's house almost get rob . There's 2 UNknown bumiputra teenagers just like my age crawl my friend's house gate to get into the his house region . My friend's mom still standing outside there mopping the floor and still it happened during the afternoon ! Jeez..............................
what kind of world is this ?
Is this nation getting worse than ever ?
I hardly can imagine that .
Continue the event;
My friend's mom quickly ran into her house and lock the door . Still those 2 teenagers standing outside the house and cham siam what to do with it , and finally they took off with my friend's good shoes (for my friend) . My friend's family have dog but they seemed ignore the dog while the dog barks at them
unchained.......................
The even worse thing my friend told me
they drive car ! and wore nice cloths !
man this really piss me off .
Why these type of people want to do this ?
Are they insane ?
Haiz..........................................
Wad to do reality is like this .
Now , don't think the thief is facing poverty they even living better than our life . REality really freaks me out so many shocking experience keeps on happening .
Till then , more post in future .

I'm so mean and i i'm such a buzzard .

Yesterday....................................


seems.......... so far away............
Life is filled with shabby ..........
Nobody to blame.......................
Sorry ya yesterday no mood to write any post .

Yesterday I ajak david to play badminton at Stapok Badminton court , but it seems that GOD wants to punish me of being a bastard . I lost my wallet actually i don't know how i lost it so does where i lost it . At first i didn't realize that i lost it cus i still haven open my racket's bag .But when david asked me to buy a shuttlecock then i found out that my wallet is gone . Well..... not actually . That time i thought i left it at home so not big deal but after i went home to search for it ...............
Couldn't find it . Then David teman me to go back the pa


th that i went . We went through the big road(mandarin) and swap area of a packed road(mandarin again) caused my right foot to step in the muddy road 2 times accidently . Then, still cant find it so David drove me back to the court again . Asking around the office and the people at there but still nothing .
Hu...............
Then go back my house search for it for 2nd time . Nothing . Then my eldest bro back little bit of scold but not as great as my bad mouth 2nd bro . Then i ask David to leave so he quickly drive away cus i know he really know it's not a good time already to stay at there . I'm sorry for it , to trouble u cus alway waste ur stuff , ur petrol just for my simple

stuff .

Pai Se ya , David .

Next, my bro asked me to go again ti the muddy place to seach for my wallet and again my foot filled with mud when i came back from there , still no sign of my wallet . then i gave up finding it . But i still hope a little chance that probably my friend took it when i saw him at the court , so that he can return the wallet to me Next monday . probably he found it and took it away when he left for class at college . i sure hope it's like this so that i dun need to worry about my cash, IC , Car lisence and other stuff safety .
HUH............... hope really is him the 1 who took it .

Ok let's the wallet thing bygone now today ,
ehh....................................................................
should say tonight just a few hours ago . involve David again....................
PAI SE AGAIN YA DAVE....

Well it began after we left the Stapok Badminton Court , again involve with stapok court .
Haiz........................

When i come Brandon fetched me but when we left david fetched me cus he said he cant really see through clearly at night especially stapok cus no lamp . They lack of it . Haiz...........
Brandon suggest to have supper after badminton so everybody go lo . Wad to do i don't have car , i have no right of giving any order or objection . So.....................................
When David try to drive into the short cut lorong that i suggested to the kopi tiam .......................................................................................................................................................................
#~^~*~#(dum)~#~^~#~(khung)"#~"~^~*~+~!(dum)
David's left tyre hit the rectangle cemented thing that sat beside the drain . The tyre exploded eh.......... not exactly like that but more lighter than that . I'm sitting the left side just beside david so i can feel the sound , the detruction . But Thank Goodness the damage is not as bad as i thought .
Phew..................
Brandon's car just behind us so he wuickly parked his car infront of us and help us . David's car just ended up near the drains . Well at some time it really scare me of that i thought the car going to drop into the drain but David quickly turned the steeiring to the right so that the car don't head to the left to the drain . Jeez.................................
HALELUJAH..................................
i'm safe and thks to david .
And also i am the 1 who should be blame of suggested the path to the kopi tiam .So blame me for the incident .

David Checking the damaged tyre

Try to take the punched tyre off the wheel
He's been going through a lot these days....

David checking the tyre again
Brandon AIDS hehe..... correct spelling
Brandon's calling his dad for information about
proper tyre and wheels removal ways

Finally we got the srew out of the wheel ,
Brandon haiya...............
Brandon and me ,Yeah !
If u all realize that i didn't involve in reapairing works
only inspire them and make them feel
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY
by
shooting photos and fools around .
okay back to the serius problem ,
david repairing............. Brandon and Dave installing the new tyre+wheel

Finally it's done . David still have the happy smile with him
when i jokes with him when he left Okay , Dave now really serius driving ......
Sorry ya David

Finished my class......

Yes....... finished my whole class for the week but........ i have to wait for my bro to fetch me so that i can go back !!!! Argh........ he always late and slow . Every day the same still wad to do he's the boss for driving . I am suffering man......... I can see my classmate happily smile to go back , asking why haven go back yet ? geram ................... When will this surfer ends ? Haiz....... Now study lo . Use the time left to study today's BIOLOGY notes . Mr.Alloycious (spell wrong lll) is right about taking the notes for example only but further search for the knowledge through books and internet . But now i lazy la ....... hehe...... now listen music while studying . This way of study is really uncommon for here , but still i see some the did it . But for Penny she , never happen . She thinks i'm odd of doing so , but still i stick the same . haiz.................. Just have a call from my bro but this 1 i think not so good about it , even that i can go away from this college still not going back but some where else . Addionally , i'm studying . I dun like making something partially so siean ar...................

Exhaust+Sien+Kepo

YEs once again 4th september 2008 . The time passes like that i'm again sitting on the cushioned chair staring at the square computer screen . Jason just helped me reload my hp and recover my hp from expiring . Sing Yii and Sin Yin just left when they sit beside me . Don't know why they left suddenly , probably they are having their long conversation about the korean stars again . They had been talking about it since 10.30 am , jeez......... is this some kind of hobby of women ? Probably gua......... Just sent a message to panda(Joshua) about boring stuff . People surround me when they busy surfing internet . So am i but i am different cus i type and they gossiping about their stuff . Life time always be so miserable therefore 365 days and 24 hours prepare to face the difficulty of the life time . Haiz........now Jason , L.C. n Lee Yie just got back from lunch , they walked out of the college to there . U guys should know that my college located at some midder part of nowhere, where no restoren , kopi tiam located near the UCSI COLLEGE so they need walk few minutes to the nearest kopi tiam . Huh....... Lc n Lee Yie discussing about the aqua people while now jason , Lc , Lee Yie and i discussing about the the biology human parts such as tendon , cartilage n ligament . Ligament holds socket of skeleton togeter while tendon holds muscles and bones together . Now i understand n remember the Form 5 chapter already . Aiya recenlty always orget about lots of stuff . probably i am incomplete baby gua hehe ...... creepy . Well... it's true i am borned differently than others and that may cause some affection to my brain even there's not yet provenbut still i feel weird la . haha who know , i am evolving to better or lousier human . haiz...... am i think too much ? i think so . I need a change that can really convert my behavior and mind , let just say a brand new change of mine . i hope it will works for me .

So this afternoon until here only lo ,
till next time i will post more again , tata .

So hard to maintain a stable relationship with Secondary friends

Huh................ again this type of topic appears again . THink what human being is , i hardly can understand that . i want to be like them but still some of them stop me .Human beings are mean , they are meant to be forget things including relationship . Of course some relationship still cant be forgotten like family and love ones but the most often relationship that always forget is friendship . As time passes , it's been a long time we didn't meet our old friend and long enough to bury the friendship still we can on our msn and see chat to each others but everytime we repeat the same words over and over again likes our greeting language ,how are u ? where u been ? where are u working now ? We keep on asking the same question , i think for me it shouldn't continue likes that cus i get tired and bored with it so am i to my friends . So most of the time i try to ignore them by not sending the same greeting language to them . still . i did a little to some but most of them i don't . Now i find another personality of mine which is cold/ silence friend . I can be so warm in front of u but i also can be so cold to u when i don't see u . that's me . I think this also a bad habit for me , so i need to change and see differently for this type of relationship .
wish me luck ya !

Time````passes````

Now is 2008 September of 3rd . I sit on the soft chair with some wools wrapped on it . The computer room is filled with cold air which make me shiver a lot . The time is 11.59 am just less than 1min to be afternoon . Still , today's wheather seems to be despair me with bright sunny day , it's been raining for sometime . 11.20 am i'm out of the class and doing some maths researh and some unfimiliar term such as discriminate . Don't know when my lazy and scary thought appear in my mind that i'm getting further apart from my subjects . all of it just appear so difficult for me . !st, i have some trouble with my chemistry then the lecturer appears to be having holiday until this Friday . Haiz....... that already upset me a lot but then my maths . Since the starting of unit 2 in maths , i have been having some problem with the understanding of certain topic . HUH...... usually i get along with the formula, question and all sort of equation but his time , i feel i'm not good at maths any more . Is this mean i'm not hardworking enough ? Well....... i think so . Hm...... so damn sad now . Furthermore , my biology exam in unit 1 turned out i get 50 plus marks only . Curses......... i hate my self cant make it right . Ergh...... I think i'm having a lot of stress recently , feel no mood . Probably starts from my lousy skills in maths . Huh................. U know wad , i am terrified of asking peope all sort of stuff , i think that restricts me from learning things .
Dear Lord Help me .
Amen.

From wad i know i am like this all the age i spent , only recent years i dare to speak in public more loudly . I hope i can get more positive in all sorts of way . UNtil then i will be in the best state of all .

:P



Peace...................................ya !

Just help me understand The MAths

discriminant is
number of roots
kind of roots
zero, b² - 4ac = 0
1
real (double)
positive, b² - 4ac > 0

2
real

negative, b² - 4ac < 0
2
complex


Most of us feel fimiliar with it but still more complex calculus doe us to do . Jeez................. U guys/girls understand discriminate in maths ?
Let me teel ya all . It means b^2-4ac !!!!!
Curse the question trouble me ,curse the question get me mad , curse the question made me feel like so good this lousy piece of stuff and curse the question make me feel i am a lousy maths taker . Am i really good at maths ? I don't know ? Argh...................................................
May Jesus Bless .
Amen .