Now is 2008 September of 3rd . I sit on the soft chair with some wools wrapped on it . The computer room is filled with cold air which make me shiver a lot . The time is 11.59 am just less than 1min to be afternoon . Still , today's wheather seems to be despair me with bright sunny day , it's been raining for sometime . 11.20 am i'm out of the class and doing some maths researh and some unfimiliar term such as discriminate . Don't know when my lazy and scary thought appear in my mind that i'm getting further apart from my subjects . all of it just appear so difficult for me . !st, i have some trouble with my chemistry then the lecturer appears to be having holiday until this Friday . Haiz....... that already upset me a lot but then my maths . Since the starting of unit 2 in maths , i have been having some problem with the understanding of certain topic . HUH...... usually i get along with the formula, question and all sort of equation but his time , i feel i'm not good at maths any more . Is this mean i'm not hardworking enough ? Well....... i think so . Hm...... so damn sad now . Furthermore , my biology exam in unit 1 turned out i get 50 plus marks only . Curses......... i hate my self cant make it right . Ergh...... I think i'm having a lot of stress recently , feel no mood . Probably starts from my lousy skills in maths . Huh................. U know wad , i am terrified of asking peope all sort of stuff , i think that restricts me from learning things .
Dear Lord Help me .
Amen.
From wad i know i am like this all the age i spent , only recent years i dare to speak in public more loudly . I hope i can get more positive in all sorts of way . UNtil then i will be in the best state of all .
:P
Peace...................................ya !
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