The Nicest Friendship ever that i remember in Form 1

Sometime being a friend pretty hard especially when u r in a case that u r between 2 friends'side , i find it hard to make friends also but i think i will try at least try ya, after Ns i have been braver to speak , to talk but still i find out it's hard to make a nice conversation with friends . I have been through a lot these days . weeks , months even years . i still remember the 1st time i got a truely best pal ever n also friend forever logo in my mind to a friend when i am Form 1 at S.M.K. Green Road , ge......... i still can remember the remarkable period i got with my friend . i knew him in a tuition class in ITS tuition centre , well...... we both started up with Primary 4 grade in ITS . Man u dun now how humiliate it's to be there will some junior or some youngster (under my age) , still some classmates are exact age as mine like nigel , Rita n so on . among these classmate , i got a friend named Jackie Lee as i remember him , u know Form 1 is the 1st year i got into Kuching , it's a big city(not truely 1) compare to my hometown so i am kina childish act like a child do wad eve stuff that probably thining that attract more people to be my friend . But Jackie , i didn't . We talk in class sometime other than ITS we also tuition in PTU together . it's just so happy during that time having a best friend who does thing together , i mean lots of thing together but thing got worse between us when............... fruit season . Argh.................... i cant stand with the fruit season , i mean i don't care about the season cus i really don't . It makes me feel bad for 6 Years and also ended my friendship with Jackie my best buddy ever . i dun know how to say the incident cus my memory seems dun wan me to cus it's hurted it really hurts me a lot i also know he also hurts . Hm.................. huh.............. try to act nice ye.......... huh well not ! I am too bullshit that time , i suck i know that so do he but still he became a friend of mine that cheers me , bought me a drink . ah................ i am totally unpredictable , i dun know wad i am gonna do the next few minutes . I am feeling so sorry for him , I AM SORRY JACKIE SO SORRY .

Just watched few episode of UGLY BETTY

America Ferrera , the Hot

Betty Suarez , the Ugly
Man ! She's hot ! Even she looks ugly and dull but damn she looks nice America Ferrera as Betty Suarez . I like this series recently , haha kina funny .

Boring Class ever and also bad news i got from there ......

Haiz.......... Haiz................ Every friday the hatest day ever , why not cus it's Moral class day . The boring class ever man......... i Just got back from holiday n first impression about it is suck . It's hot n boring class , even that day have rain but still we inside there feel damn hot cus huge no. of people gather inside the auditorium room . I also hate today's moral class cus mos of my friens r not there . Most of them ponteng while 2 of them left UCSI n 1 no transport . It turn out to be the most bored class ever i had well........ not really the worse ever but still 1 of the worse . Ge......... i thought only 2 people left UCSI but it turn out to be 3 people when i just knew it from 1 of my friend in my class , he told me when i sit beside him in today's class . Haiz..... upset again i just saw him this monday , so fast he gave up the A-level . Haiz..................... sad la. Wad to do only accept the truth lo .

Bored class ever.........

Just a few more minutes the only , the grace n the best of all Moral Class will starts soon . Ge......... still remember my friend hate it so much put his photo into his blog and insult him huh bcus that teacher alway make his eagle eyes on him . I wish i can stand with this class until the end of it . Time comes , tata ......

Phew........... Lesser stress....... but also stress up

How do u noe wad can happen in future . God really help a lot with my future . More people coming back to 2 years class . I am not that bored now . Yeepee . but more people to struggle to be the best of all . Wad to do work harder lo . i will do it . Yeah !

Thing's not worse than i thought .

Well the cool n lonesome don't really stay still in a matter of fact there's a bit of derease to my stress . well........ who knows 1 of the 1 year exclassmate of mine came back to study with us but still i am not sure whether she really change her mind . Hm...... i wish it's truth . Well now i only find out that what i really want in my study ........... This is not something special but most man have this kind of thought which is challenge n challengers . Well....... she's a hardworking , looks smart . Heard she wants to be a doctor , that's a nice ambition though most people think it's a crazy job due to the doctor may have to do the surgery like open human parts . It's a bad thing but also a good thing . They do this just to save people but most of the people think like disgusted with the process they save . For me bfore i watch CSI n all sorts of surgery movie , series n document i do really think like it , feel ill and out of hungry thought but that changed after my interest has welly attracted to the surgery series especially Grey's Anatomy ! Wuhu the best series i ever watched . Back to the point , wad i really want to say is that i require a competitor just to move my mind to my study , a competitor like her will make me do so . I am not saying the others not okay but i just saying that she's kina strong in the study u know she really good . Well a competitor like her really move my heart also decrease my stress , i really wan to thks her a lot lots lots more !!!

Lose n lonesome.......

U.S.A , NEW YORK

Australia , Sydney

Switzz

Poland

Ge........ don't know what happened here thing always got worse when time goes........ My study having some kind of problem , due to UK my batch have to choose 2 paths longer or shorter to complete our study........ Don't really lnow what to do , even though i already made up my mind but still i have that kind of weird feeling in my mind and heart . My heart and my chest can feel the pain , i guess i just the sadness that i alway keep inside my mind . Haiz.......... losing lots of classmate is not a good thing also my friends told me it's not a big deal but i hardly can get used to the new situation in my class less people with more silence air in the class , actually this feeling is not the first time already . i Still can remember the 1 st time i feel it , it really hurt but still my friends advice me don't feel bad with it , u may feel it's boring to r4ead through this but this is me therefore i wrote feel the different n weird personality in my blog . Hiaz........ 1st , lots of my ex form 5 classmate fews off them fly overseas to some other country like Poland n switz also Australia .......... Ge....... i kina envy them can go overseas get to know other people in other country , it does really feel kina cools and great with it . Then , 1 of my best pal fly to KL to study at Monash after he quite Swinburne . Most of u who read this noe who is he i am saying , Darren lo who else ......... that guy . Then is my best pal also kena his Jpa , he failed the 1st time but succeed 2nd intake . well........ the 1st time he called me to pray for him so that he will be choosen but actually i dun really want to do that cus i will lose a friend , a pal that always play badminton with me and aslo my badminton trainner also . But fate will separate us eventually so i accept it . He went to Shah Alam for 1 year bfore he can go to his dream n challenging country , U.S.A ! talk about danger , i fear he may be affected by people at there but i also want to be like them , for me they are cool , they looks cool in every where . Most of them succeed at there . Next , also my exclassmate from ucsi he give up with the A level long term period and left UCSI and choose Swinburne . I try to convince him to stay but still his reason overwhelm me . What to do just only can wish him luck lo . He actually has a good result from the last exam but he said he had no interest to study A level due to certain subject like maths n some sort hard-calculation subjects . Haiz............ Now , my batch had been divide into 2 parts shorter path n longer path . Most of them chose short 1 to continue their A level , well i chose to sttay the same the longer path cus i dun dare to gamble my study and my result for it . I dun have the confidence to take the shorter path , well i wish those who chose shorter path succeed with their results lo .

Pest !!!

U'll never noe when they will come where they will start , from where they going to attack or even where they going to reproduce! Damn it ! 1st , every part of my house can see ANTS every where ge........... sometime even when i am sitting just right there they just going to appear on my table even crawl my legs and other part of my body , damn it . Not only this every morning i will see shit filled up on my favourite study table (well not that serious la) cause me moody to study man !! bcus of wad ? Not rat but lousy CICAK ! even my family put the antiseptic especially for those cicak even useless ! it seems that they immune to those drugs already probably i think of making nuclear bomb just for them . Further more , my room's air conditioner dun noe why suddenly got noisy sound make me pretty suffer from sleepless condition for a few nights , then i cant stand with then i pulled out the cover and discover that the inner part fill up with dust then i clen it out ok liao then still the noisy sound still continue !! why ? just when i am raging with fiersome roar , a lousy cockroach drop from inner part OF THAT AIR-CON to floor and then still alive crawling innocently , haiz...... wad to do i am not a person like pest so i flushED it into my toilet bowl la wad to do , haiz............ i cant believe all these days i slept with cockroach inside my air conditioner that may fly down on to my bed any time ! even worse get into my mouth , haiz.......... pest !!!! They deserve to die , die , die !!!!!