A lesson that shouldnt underwent by me!

HUsh...
love...
lies...
hatred...
upset...
poor...
well... jus received a call from mom...
and she said i was spending too much money this month...
i was so surprise... to hear this but some how... yes i noe i did spend quite a lot every month but this time was different.
So, i asked: why? wad the?? where got?
She said: ur rm300 plus resit papers lo...
she further said i was bad lo and said i should'nt go for ktv lo and i spend too much time to entertaint myself instead of really pia/ hardoworking study for my exam last sems.
tell u guys wad... last sems is the 1st time i got so hardworking to study...
i dun noe...
probably i have friends guiding me n help me or is myself learning...
i jus dun noe la...
i resitting 2 papers this sems...
i dun noe... mayb wad my mom said is right...
i was spending too much for my exam paper...
i shouldnt make this mistake...
i should consider 1st bfore i decide to take action.
but some how i noe resitting is good for a lousy student like me.
wush...
i noe i must work hard!
i noe i must be tought!
Tougher than last sems!
stronger!
More Eagre!
Wiser!
and yes... more knowledgeble.
So hard...
this all sound hard...
but hey...
we all should confort ourself, we are the sons and daughters of our Dear Lord.
We can do anything for real , we are inherited with this mind to learn n feel our work, our achievement.
Yes, a wise man option to be cleaverer is to study hard,
Natural , ancient and the only way for now.
Oh yea... i feel better now.
I am so happy to have this blog to tell myself that i am always be the weakest and the strongest.

#!":!#%#&*&^~Wu.....................................

Geram ! Why so prejudice ha ! Lousy brother ! Useless brother ! What kind of brother that don't help his younger brother with something that can be done faster / efficience ha ? Darn ! letting me on9 awhile also hard meh ! Argh.......................................... My second bro is the most selfish and the most unmature guy i had ever seen ! He's suck ! Teruk totally uncountable ! Stay at home don't know do what ! Huh................... even has his degree cert also useless no job for him , that's for sure la cus thatkind of cert every people can find 1 ma ! Geram.................................. useless ! Stay at home ok i don't care he don't have job to do for now but at least he help me do the housechores what . No, he didn't ! His eq got problem 1 is it ! Why everytime cann't get all the job done precisely ! Ok he don't cook , he don't mop the floor , he don't feed the dog , he don't do anything but play his computer games and search for his info on9 for his lousy game ! Ergh........................................
I'm hacked of his attitude ! Every day got time to do his on9 things for all day ! So i only ask for 2 hours online of tiem , is that also hard !!!!!! Geram .............................................he on9 for more than 6 hours a day still don't wan to let go his laptop until late night ! What this mean ? HUh.............................. you wanna die of exhausted sitting in front of this stupid laptop ! Huh..............................................................................
Don't think that you are different than me then u can overwhelm me ! I'm not your elder bro so i don't let it happen ! Your elder bro can stand with your attitude cus u respect him but u !!!!!! Don't even respect me at all ! You think being the elder 1 can be boss of me ?
No !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a fair guy i said 2 hours only during weekdays then 2 hours la why u wanna to shrink it and to be so prejudice trying to make it earlier ! You got important to do meh ? Huh................................................
No, right !
I already hold this breath for long time , i cant stand with this any more !
Fine if you wanna cross me then face the fear of me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will always remember this lesson u always give me , hehe.............................................................................................................................................................
i' m not yet siao , i'm a calm person i only express my feelings at here so for those who read this don't misunderstand me cus i'm good .
Feeling better ! Sorry yea the pics i promise cant be upload for now cus my bro laptop don't have my hp file so need to wait tmr when i'm free .